Hello all you wonderful humans out there!
I am sorry for the lack of updated blogs and replies to
questions about the future....decisions: they are not easy.
I started biathlon when I was 13 years old and it has been
my life ever since.
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Being awarded the Duke of Edinburgh from |
I started out racing civilian and cadet biathlon at the same time. I had so many great opportunities with Cadets, and was lucky to be awarded the Duke of Edinburgh award from Sophie, the Countess of Wessex.
Switching from the Canadian team to race for New Zealand
seven years ago was an easy decision at the time, and one which I will never
regret, but at times I do look back and wonder what my life would be like if I
had not made that decision so quickly. Would I have continued even doing
biathlon? Perhaps that is just how life is; looking back on life and wondering
how things could have been, or would have been different?
Nobody knows what would have happened if I had stayed racing
for Canada, but I know what happened when I switched, under the strong
persuasion and encouragement of New Zealand, and it has turned me into the
person I am today.
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Team NZ! |
The opportunities and experiences I have had racing on the
World Cup circuit under the New Zealand flag have been mind-blowing. Even now
some of these experiences are turning into distant memories, until I see an old
photo or just suddenly the memory pops into my head, and it all comes back so
clearly. I feel so fortunate to have been to: over 30 World Cup races; five
different World Championships; one Olympic Games (Whistler) (and qualified for
a 2nd (Sochi)); raced in Greenland in the Arctic Circle Race; and
the American Berkie, as well as obtaining a diploma in Adventure Tourism
Management from Queenstown Resort College. I’ve lived in New Zealand, Canada, Switzerland
and Italy, and traveled the world from Siberia to South Korea, and I feel oh so
lucky for it as well J
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My first year racing- No coach but lots of smiles :) |
I cannot mention enough about the amazing people I have been
fortunate to meet. The other athletes and team staff who were so kind to
welcome-in an orphaned athlete to the biathlon family. I cannot stress enough
how amazing the Eastern European countries are. Many Western countries do not
have the opportunity to get to know them as there is a language barrier, but
also a large misconception of what they are like as a people. I can say I would
not have been able to race 6 years if it wasn't for the generosity of Ukraine,
Russia, Bulgaria, Serbia, Poland and other countries from that region. If they
had space in their car, they would help, if they didn't, they would try to make
some. They would always invite you in for a tea or a drink and give you the
best seat and offer food and anything to make you welcome. The Ukraine team let
me travel with them for two years, even though we had no way of communicating
except by sign language. I feel so lucky to have been given the chance to get
to know some of these teams.
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Ladies gossiping before WCH training |
Of course, I needed a little English every now and then, and
that's when the British team saved me. They are now life long friends, and the
fun and happiness they brought to the World Cup circuit made my seasons. Uiloq
and Oystein Slettemark from the Greenland team invited me to their home in
Norway and were my confidants from my very first season.
Some examples of the support I received from various other national
teams are: the American team inviting me to eat with them when we were in the
same hotel and the random skis we had together; the Swiss team opened their
homes and gave me the opportunity to live and train with them in Switzerland,
and the Italian team waxed my skis and let me drive with them for European
Championships. I guess I cannot point out what every team did for me, but I
will say every team has helped me out in some way. The only way I can say ‘thank
you’ is to let everyone know how much I appreciate them, and their generosity,
through this blog.
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Richard and I having a time at World Championships in Czech |
The list of coaches I
have had over the years is quite astonishing. Again,
realizing hindsight is truly 20-20, if I had had more consistent coaching and
training plans over the years, I would have had very different results. But
again, I would not have had the experiences I have had. A list of coaches in
semi-chronological order: Tom Davidson and Scott Ward, Joanne Thompson, Dave
Bradley, Amy Ford, Matthias Ahrens, Tom Zidek, Roddy Ward, John Jaques, Janez
Vodicar, My Ukraine Papa, Val Burke, Vegard Bitnes, Federico Fontana, Anders
Brolund, and the rocks in my career who supported me throughout this crazyness;
Peter Zidek, Richard Boruta, and my mother and father. I apologize now if
I have inadvertently left someone out.
Of course, there are others to recognize. The International
Biathlon Union and Biathlon New Zealand made it all possible, as well as the
amazing sponsors I have had over the years. Without their generosity, I would
not have been able to do what I have done. The sponsors, even though I was
nowhere near the top, supported me in many different ways; gear, funding, and
moral support. I wish I could have repaid them somehow with amazing results and
an abundance of gold medals, but I hope the good karma of having supported a
small-nation athlete will reward them in other ways!
And last, but not least, I must pay tribute to all of my
friends, family and other supporters throughout the Bow valley and around the
world. Support by way of financial and moral encouragement made it possible to
race on the international circuit. If it wasn’t for this and sponsor support, I
would never had made it to the 2010 Olympics, nor qualified for Sochi. I was
also overwhelmed by the various fan clubs that recognized my efforts. Thank you,
Thank you, Thank you!
I have decided, at the minimum, to take this year off from racing
and to see where I am in a year’s time. The decision I have made is due to many
different reasons: not being selected for Sochi; lack of support from the
country I represent; no teammates to train with; and a personal feeling of
wanting to do more, at this time, with my life. I feel I have advanced as far
in competitive biathlon as I can, given the present
circumstances. I think I am
ready to see what else is out there, and to start working towards my
professional life as a…who knows what yet! I am still not sure what I want to
do, which is exciting but a bit frightening. This is why, on Thursday, I am flying
to Nicaragua for 2 months to see what life will throw at me.
Thank you again, everyone, for your love and support.
At this time I will keep the blog just in case I end up
doing something ridiculously awesome and I feel the urge to inform the world :)
Much love,
Sarah